2005-12-08 - 10:38 a.m.
the funniest part about it is
i never even thought about it
until i thought about it
he's gone for real
i mean
for real
my boy
the one i used to dream impossible dreams with
my round the way homie
with a little bit of lame
and a little bit of game
told me his life story
in graphic detail
secrets i didn't know
if i should know
discussed our passions for our crafts
and our hopes for the future
i called him boss
but i considered him friend
he lied and told me
that some pack of stars
was the constellation of scorpio
and i pretended not to know
he didn't know
or maybe he did
and i just didn't see it before
he interviewed me for an internship
and shifted in his seat when he asked
what i wanted to be in his company
and i told him irreplaceable
guess i didn't make it
ties cut
projects dropped
phone calls ignored
messages not returned
bridge thoroughly burned
and i can't say i know why
cause i never even thought about it
until i thought about it
that he didn't even say goodbye
