2005-12-02 - 3:09 p.m.
i'm back in d.c.
said i wouldn't, but i did.
so now i have to deal with the consequences of my own stubbornness.
i don't even know what i want out of this anymore.
don't know what i would do if the situation changed.
sometimes,
it feels like a blessing
that she is just never home when i come.
