2005-03-20 - 10:18 p.m.
we used to be friends
but now
i'm not quite sure what we are
cause i'm not sure if we took it too far
when we decided to become lovers
all i know is one way or another
i need him to still be there for me
to still care for me
for things to be the way they used to be
when we used to be friends
closer to me than any girl i've ever met
cause he's the first one i call
whenever i'm upset
and he always knows exactly
what to say and do
and he always knows exactly
what i need to make it through
and he should
hell
he's supposed to
since we used to be friends
but when i saw him the last time
i thought about the first time
i let him listen to my rhymes
you know he told me
that he could see
that my heart wasn't in it
it was a hard pill to swallow
so i bit it
and redid it
and i've been doing it that way
since that day
so i guess it's safe to say
that he's made me better
and although
i'd love for us to be together
i keep wondering what would happen if it didn't work
if having him as my man
is worth losing him as my friend
if the means will justify the end
if that's a risk i'm willing to take
or a mistake i'm willing to make
cause i just keep wondering
if i can make things go back
to the way they used to be
when we used to be
friends
